"This is the day the Lord has made... I WILL rejoice and be glad in it!"
Three years ago, a stunning phone call... she was gone. The how, the why... it all escaped me. Gone, just gone. I could only have tried to imagine a fraction of the size wave that rushed over, through and around me. Absolute grief, shock, disbelief... NO was the one word I recall saying. Days, weeks, months past. The grief kept hanging on, still to this day it hangs, though a bit lessened. Slowly, ever so slow, the devastation shrank to simple sadness, bit by bit the anger traded for acceptance.
The one sure thing in this life is death. There is no way for any of us to fake, trick, bribe or haggle our way out of it. For those of us that know Heaven's hope it's a little less frightening, though still devastating when we lose our loved ones. I am grateful I know that someday I will be reunited with those who have gone before.
Thank you Grandma Gail, for your legacy of love, laughter and family. You are loved beyond words, thought of daily and missed more than you could have known. I am so looking forward to that Grandma-hug when we finally meet again. xoxoxox